happy new year everyone.. classes have resumed.. and i feel like writing here again.. so there. happy new year.

rainy days ahead. everything planned for the weekend will be cancelled.. i guess.. it's fuckin weird to be havin storms this time of year.. although sienna said that after milenyo, two more super typhoons'll be passin our country.. so i guess we all better get ready for that. i'm startin to adjust to my damn sked.. but i still hate it. i end the day with math. damn it. it's math that i know.. but math ain't really something i'm excited about.. at least i get to play basketball for p.e. but still.. math afterwards.. and it was fun to play last night. highest score i ever got and now i just want to beat it.. haha. o well. the fun never lasted. it  never does. i don't feel like doing anything right now. we're taking up sonnets in lit this sem.. and it's kinda funny.. some got sense some don't. and i don't think i've learned that much about them yet. or maybe it's cause i don't really listen but i do try to.. oh well. but it got me thinkin.. shakespeare must've been some sad little boy.. or maybe he was really just born to write. but i doubt it. haha. o well. i'm down to just a few episodes in dragon ball and i can't seem to fuckin finish it. and it's december too. well.. december's here.. and i didn't want it to come. like i could really do something about it. december's training time for sienna so i'll get to see her less. well that's my concern for december's arrival. o well. i feel lousy. gotta get Christmas gifts for everyone again.. time to start looking around..

"running from the rain"

after i dunno, 2 weeks? i'm online once again. there's so much more work this sem compared to last sem. seems like last sem was really just a breeze and my sked was fuckin great. and the load was light too. damn it. o well. anthony green and the boys.. yes, i think he is kinda gay.. or maybe he really just sings like it. wonder when i'll get to hear their new songs. at least i'm not at all paranoid anymore.. things have settling down lately.. by that i mean, things are becoming monotonous.. you know.. there's not much excitement anymore.. maybe it's time to make things happen again.. more than basketball and frisbee.. like singing. haha. o well.. i'm in a pretty good mood today.

"i need the song started over"

it's blurry but it looks great.

people having a good time. haven't seen that for some time now. boys, it's december. we must party. when do you want it? let's talk.

i don't know what's wrong with me. i feel like i'm going to die. haha. something's out to get me.. something keeps following me. i can feel it. and i gotta shake it loose. i also got to thinking about my prayer life.. after all i am still a clcer.. and i'm ashamed to say that it just lessened all the more. which is why clc is so important to me. it helps with my prayer life.. not just baksetball.. and i mean it. keep hearing ma'am lambo's killer line.. "joining for the wrong reasons.. but staying for the right." haha. but it really is true. after all.. we just had our welcoming night. thank you clc for being a great family. and thank YOU.. i feel so in touch with my spiritual life again.. haha. it's fun. i just put my days cross in my car, on the rearview mirror. maybe we all should think about what we've been doing.. a little reflection never hurt. it'll only make things better. thank You kuya Jess.

i know that this entry is kinda different. but this is what i feel now. and it really does make things better. but i guess i'll be back to my old self again after awhile. but with a healthier prayer life. after some time... hello blog. and hello to everyone.  

and so the break ends. and i'm still hoping for a better end. i dunno if i used the break well enough. i think i could have done a lot more shit.. hmm.. but oh well.. still two more days to kill. new sem new sked. new shit. my sked sucks but i gotta live with it. less free time i guess. math everyday. whooppee.. damn it. at least i know now how things go in college. and i can now really adapt to the life. o well. can't wait for abl to start. just wanna keep playin ball again. frisbee's becoming such a rare thing for us now. so hard to get people to come. even during the break. damn it. o well.. once i adjust to the sked. i'll be back to my first sem life. can't wait.

"we're escaping in a different way"